Review : Burger Factory (SS15)

Burger factory have been on my list for quite awhile and when i'm finally get to go, I was really happy.

Overall, the restaurant is really cosy and had this country like vibe. We didn't have the chance to dine upstair since it was close both times we were there.

Each table came with a box of tissue and chilies sos. (No ketchup? ; n ;)

Cheese N Cheese

This was okay with me, not terrible but i wouldn't be repeating this one for a while. The bun, oh god, I HATE IT. SO DENSE AND NOT FLUFFY AT ALL. The cheese came out really light and the meat kinda overpowered the burger so it was meat meat meat cheese. In simpler note, taste like your regular cheeseburger, except with a bigger portion.

Crunchy

I liked this one, except for the bun of course. They really need to fix the buns. The onion was crunchy and was seasoned well. The eggs was not fully cooked so when we bite into it, they revealed the semi cooked yolk flowing and damn. Chicken was well cooked though the batter was slightly salty but nothing I couldn't handle.

The skunk

Now, I had mixed feelings about this one. I don't like the strongness of the blue cheese (and it stay in my mouth for several hours too) but it suits the meat and cover the quality of the bun. I cringed a little at the smell but i'll give 7/10.

More cheese and cheese. Delivery version.

I ordered this one from foodpanda, with add on pineapple and jalapeno. But i did not get the jalapeno, damn you foodpanda. It was okay, pineapple doesn't really affect much.

Americano

Tbh, I can't remember about this one, I even forgot it's name for awhile. But I remember that I had no complaint about this and just gulp it down since I was so hungry.

Here is the menu incase you're planning to go! Plan it carefully since you may have a headache picking which one you want since it has so many variety. Happened to me, hehe. ; u ;

Conclusion here : urm it was okay but overpriced for it's quality. I rather have myburgerlab with those price. But I probably will be visiting them again because of their variety of burgers.

So see you in the next adventure!

Sasha.

simple things in life.

It's 4AM and for some reason I can't sleep. Perhaps cause it was my legs day yesterday, haha.
So being bored out of my mind, I opened up spotify and played yiruma.
And I started thinking about things.

2014 is coming to an end and I couldn't be more relief but at the same time, I'm afraid. 2015 is going to be my senior year and I don't know whether it's going to be good or bad.
2014 held a lot of memories and drama, be it bad or good. Falling grades, meeting new friends, losing old friends, going through the asshole at my class, going to places and just. plain. drama.
And yeah, in a way, it's totally unexpected but I'm totally thankful for all this.
Because I got a lot stronger and my life goes a lot easier now that I've learned my lesson.

Thankful.
Such common word that held a big meaning but unfortunately not everyone is relating to it.
Thankful for still having my amazing (sometimes annoying but i still love them) parents.
Thankful for having people that tells me, it's okay. got your back bro.
Thankful because I can still write my feelings at 4.30 AM while listening to yiruma. Yes, I'm still listening to yiruma.
Because I know, some people doesn't have the privileges that I have right now. Not all the people still have both of their parents even though they could be younger than me.
Not all people have true friends and most importantly, not all people have the chance to live in this peaceful environment.
For all I know, there could be some gunshot somewhere out there in this earth and a child would be crying for their parents.
And although this is very selfish, I am just so grateful that it's not me in their place.

From now on, I will try to tell myself that someone had it worse whenever I went through a bad stuff. Because it's just the plain truth.
I will donate whenever I have the chances and I would not complain at all about it.
I would help whoever that is in need whether they're male or female, ugly and pretty, good and bad, rich or poor.
I know, that I am too softhearted, people keep saying that I shouldn't donate and let them work themselves, but you know what, I rather let myself be hurt than see other people suffers from my selfishness.
And isn't it satisfying? The feelings in which you know, you have helped someone out. That even in the slightest way, you have made one person life a little bit easier.
And I just do not understand, when you ignore them, do you not feels the strong guilt in your chest?
Because I do and believe me, it's not pleasant at all.

From now on, I hope that you'll be thankful for what you have and always be helping someone out. Always remember your past and don't make the same mistakes.
I wish you all the best.

Till the next adventure,
Sasha.

Review : Caffebene (Sunway)

So today I'm going to talk about caffebene!
I've been to caffebene for like, thousand times already. (no, not really)
But I never really got the chance to review it, because of times and obstacle. (EXCUSES!)

Anyway, I think the signature dish of this cafe has got to be their bingsu, as most of the people here ordered that. //and their waffles//
There's 6 flavors of bingsu here. Patbingsu (the tradisional korean bingsu), coffee, oreo, green tea, strawberry and the special edition, choco devil bingsu. They all range by RM12.80 for a single scoop except for choco devil which is about RM28++
I actually tried all of them so I'm going to review them one by one.

My favorite is actually choco devil bingsu, it's taste like heaven! I SWEAR TO GOD.
But I made a mistakes of eating it alone and i only ate the topping and some of the ice. It's just that big. (that's what she said)
Choco devil bingsu is basically layers of shaved chocalate flavor's ice with some chocolate sauce in between and topped with some brownie and ice cream. (just writing this made me hungry)
I don't think this need any description anymore, JUST ORDER IT.

The next one is going to be my least favorite one, strawberry bingsu.
We were really excited to eat this because it's the last flavors we haven't taste and we took a bite.
UM EW NO.
I mean it's eatable but it taste really bad, at least for us.
For me, it taste like they freeze the strawberry for so long and it gone bad but they're like "meh"
My two friends said that it kinda taste like kimchi (which i totally disagreed) probably because it's sour.
You know those strawberry jam where they put a lot of sugar in it and all you can taste is "SWEEEEET", if you like them, then this is for you.

Now we're going to talk about coffee bingsu.
Coffee isn't really my cup of tea, (see the jokes?!??!? hehe) but this isn't actually that bad.
The coffee flavors isn't that strong but it's tasteful enough for coffee lover.
A good bingsu to eat while you talk about something serious or just discuss about world problem for some reason.

(please ignore my face)

I think oreo bingsu is the first bingsu that I tried. Yup.
It was after the chaotic kwangsoo's fansign. (read here) And although I swear on the name of food (omg im sorry), that I would never step in caffebene again, I did, just a few minutes after I made that swear lol.
The orea bingsu taste okay for me, it's a good okay but still okay lol.
The bad things is that afterwards you'll taste this sticky aftermath in your mouth, it's bearable but not pleasant.

 beside is patbingsu

GREEN TEA BINGSU. NOW.
My friends and I made a joke among ourselves, that we'll give green tea patbingsu to whoever we hate because it taste bland, and kinda bad.
I think it's not really that bad after tasting the strawberry but the joke still remain.
It just taste like green tea. You know, healthy stuff.

And last but not least is patbingsu. It basically just means red bean bingsu.
Out of all 5 normal flavor, this could be my favorite, just because. Nah.
The cereal and red bean actually nice together.
It's just a tad sweet so it's not overwhelming.
I think they put some sweet milk in it but I'm not sure.

So the bingsu is done.
Now I'm going to review some other random stuff I tried before.

Cream cheese gelato could be my favorite things from caffebene! Oh my god, it's just so creamy and the cheese is there but not overwhelming at all.
My friend said that it's too bland for her but I absolutely love this!

Affogato for me is a no no.
Because one, I DISLIKE COFFEE. Not hate, dislike.
The espresso here in caffebene is too strong for me, even anna said that it's too strong. AND SHE LOVE COFFEE.

And lastly, walnut waffle with strawberry gelato on top.
The waffle is nice but totally too expensive, i mean, RM12 for a waffle that small?! Urm no.
I'm just not that rich.
The ice cream is okay. Meh, okay. But still very expensive for a gelato on a waffle for me.

That shall be all from me now!
I hope this will help you in somewhere.
See ya next time

Till the next adventure,
Sasha.

not suitable for me?

sigh. hi.

I just came back from school, from exam, and the first thing I saw is that luhan is leaving exo.
All this stuff, just make me feel like flipping my life upside down and start over again.

Kpop used to be an escape for me from the reality world.
But seeing as kpop now become the things I want to escape from, I don't know my direction anymore.

I said to myself, "you only like 3 artist, exo, snsd, boa." to avoid myself getting hurt but now?
First it was kris's lawsuit, I was devastated to the very end. I cried for like 2 weeks.
I thought it'll be the last bitter things I will experience, but once again, luck proof me wrong.
Jessica decided to do her things and be a designer so I was like okay fine be happy.
"atleast 2014 is ending soon"

WELL APPARENTLY NOT SOON ENOUGH.
HERE I AM. BACK FROM THE FUCKING TIRED EXAM.
OPEN TWITTER. SAW LUHAN FILLING LAWSUIT. LAY WEIBO MESSAGE.
AND I WAS LIKE. FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?
WHO THE BLOODY FUCK DECIDED IT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA TO PUT ALL THIS IN ONE YEAR.

AND OH YEAH IM MAD.
BUT IM MORE MAD TO MYSELF BECAUSE I DONT KNOW TO WHO AM I MAD TO
LUHAN? NO I SUPPORT HIM.
SM? NO FUCK NO BECAUSE THEY'RE DOING THEIR JOB.
EXO? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?

ALL I EVER ASK IS FOR EXO TO QUIETLY HAVE A HAPPY LIFE ON STAGE.
FOR THEM TO ALL BE TOGETHER.
BUT NO. IT'S NOT WE ARE ONE. IT'S WE ARE LEAVING ONE BY ONE.
I CAN'T EVEN SAY ANYTHING ANYMORE.
BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT MORE WILL HAPPEN.
FUCK MAN. SM DO YOUR JOB. EXO'S HEALTH PLEASE JUST FUCKING TAKE CARE.
TAO I LOVE YOU.
TIFFANY YOU'RE MY HOPE

BYE BYE FUCK THE WORLD.

More stuff about life.

So I have been going to the gym lately, trying to lose weight.
At first I was really awkward because I literally do not know how to use the machines. (LOL)
But asked for some help and tadah, now I'm kinda used to it. Kinda.
Anyway, there's no difference right now but I'm sure it'll take a long time so let be patience.

Okay.
So anyway life have been normal lately, a few drama once in a while but that's unavoidable so meh.
Lately I have been watching a lot of fashion show and youtube channel and I got really interested.
So I did my research and seeing that it's currently fall right now, I have been trying a lot of fall's fashion.
I have to admit that fall collection is my favorite out of the four, because it's mainly casual and comfortable yet not revealing like the summer's one.
Fall is also the time to wear beanies and if you don't know I ABSOLUTELY LOVE WEARING BEANIES.
I wear them all the time no matter if it's hot or cold. Hehe.

Lately I have been into platform shoes/boots because it's just so pretty in an elegant casual way. (do you get what I mean? LOL)
Instead of looking like a little girl, when I wore them I looked like some rich working woman. HAHAHAHAH.
Although I still kinda prefer comfortable converse and sneaker~

And I promised to update my blog often but I just doesn't get the chance!
I've visited a lot of place but the picture's quality is too bad for me to update about it.
I will try to update but noooo promise!

Anyway, it's going to be school holiday soon and I'm can't decided between "CAN'T WAIT" or "DON'T WANT!" :(
Because a lot of things happened this year, bad and good things, though mostly is good. <3
All I know is that SPM is sooner than I expected in early this year and I'm terrified......

That'll be all from me right now. Thanks to my 20 ants for reading and I hope you'll drop a comment!

See you in the next adventure.

EXOL Gathering In Mid Valley. #EXOLINVASIONInKL

I'm about to blog about THE BEST DAMN THING EVER,

So on 20th september 2014, exounionmy throw a fans gathering joined by EXOL. I found out about this by moon, she asked me if I'm going to the event and I'm like "whaaaaaaat." because I didn't know about it.

At first I was really in doubt of whether or not I should go because firstly, I have no EXOL friends to go with. (Actually I do but they're either poor or lazy so i was left alone again huh.) Secondly, I never went to mid valley by myself and lastly because I'm really lazy, HAHAHAHAHA. But in the end, I decided to just suck it up and go because you know, this kind of event doesn't happen everyday.

So I asked online if anyone is going alone and turn out, there were a lot of people that are going alone as well! (fuh what a relief!) So I met them in mid valley before the event start and very fortunately, we got along pretty freaking great.

NOW. I would like to skip the bad part because, I admit, this isn't really best planned event out there. (It was badly planned in my opinion, but s'kay. We're all human, we make mistakes.) So we registered, form a group and played treasure hunt. In which they said no one win because the game stopped in the middle of it because of some things.

Me - Cham - Adeline

Fiza - Nessa - Nada

And this is my group! (Exluding kak miera cause she arrived kinda late) The name of our group is "Lucky 천사 (angel)" but the inside joke for us is (un)lucky angel because we really do got a bad luck. HAHAHAHAHA. Don't even ask.

So anyway, the game stopped around 12:50 and we have to gather at manmaru around 1:30 so we have about 30 minutes to spare. The first thing we do is FIND. SOME. WATER. Running around the mall without water is like freaking tiring.

We bond really well during the free time and took a lot of selfie. Hehe, biasalah. As soon as the clock hit 1:30, we rushed to manmaru but the place was already packed so we got the seat in the most end. (We called it the underdog seat HAHAHAHA) 

Say kimchi.

So we ordered our food and talked for a long time. Every about 30 minutes the admin will continue the lucky draw event. You could say that our group is one of the lucky one since 5 out of 7 members won some prize. Unfortunately, I couldn't win anything. Huh..... but hey, I'm pretty sure I won their heart right?

From the bottom, Lay's birthday cake - Exo union cake - Chen's birthday cake.

So, here come the most exciting parts! Everyone was invited to the front part of the restaurant to celebrate jongdae's and yixing's birthday. We sang really loudly for the both of them and then of course, we cheered for exo loudly.

And then it's time in which NO ONE, literally no one want to happen. The event came to an end and everyone was told to go out because the booking hours were over. (kena halau HAHAHA) I literally cling on my friends because I don't want to go. We spend a good 20 minutes infront of the restaurant just to hug each other and bid farewell. HAHAHAHA.

So there you go. My experience of the gathering. It may not be the best planned event but it's the best gathering I have ever been. And yes, I gone to a lot of gathering, Sone, 2 EXOL and once BoA. My advise to the admin is, please do know the procedure of a gathering. If you're to do it at a mall, go and get permission and pay for the arrend. (I spell that wrong I know). Or you go always go to Korea Plaza, it's free! Hahahaha.

And lastly I want to say thanks to Cham, Fiza, Adeline, Nessa, Miera, Nada, Sofea, Lala and whole lot more of people. You guys made this experience the best I ever been. Love you! Here are some pictures of the gathering~

(Not of those pictures are mine so credit to the owner!)

Till the next adventure, 

Sasha.

New light

Moving on.

Moving on doesn't just mean that you're moving on from a heartbreak, it could be moving on from old feelings of hatred, moving on from a horrendous past or moving on from simply, life.

It will feel hard at first, you wonder if you're being selfish and egotistical. Are you being too hard on that person or that feelings. And all you ever wanted is to apologize.

Then you'll hate them much more, thinking that much of it isn't even your fault. All of this in the first place isn't caused by you. (Though it could be just you being in denial) So you try to make their life as miserable as possible.

And then you start to wonder why you're doing all this. It brings no benefit to your life. It's not going to find you another boyfriend or girlfriend, it wouldn't erase your past, it wouldn't bring back a person. Though you may feel happy about the other side being miserable, all you ever feel afterward is a huge amount of guilt that will easily overpower the happiness.

So you stop. You stop caring so much about that person or feeling or past. You go on to living your own life, your old life. You make new friends and you leave the past behind and all that is waiting for you is new beginning.

And you realized, all of them is past tense now. You feel happier, contented and delighted. Yes, in some way, you lost something in a way that you wished you could keep forever. However, you gained things that are priceless. Lesson that can never be taught unless your experience it yourself.

So you move on, you write one last post on your blog, one last tweet on twitter and one last picture on your instagram. To the bright new light waiting ahead.

HOLA BROTATO IM BACK

HAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.
Oh my god i missed blogging. :(
My laptop broke and I have to go on with my life with no laptop, no phone and no tv for a month. (cause my phone broke too and my mom took my tv urg)
So i ended up having doing a lot of real life activities rather than sit infront of my laptop the whole weeks. BUT ALL I COULD THINK ABOUT IS "I wish i could blog about it" OR "Man this would make a great tweet". I guess i becoming an internet obsessed.
ANYWAYYYY SINCE MY LAPTOP IS BACK AND I HAVE A NEW PHONE, I will start to blog more often, though sometimes i feel so freaking lazy because of the slow internet. -.-'
But i will try hard to update my blog at least twice a month~
As if anyone is reading this LOOOOL

So let me recap what i have done in my "no technology experience"
1. Depression chapters of my life
2.Sunway pyramid
3. New food place
4. More depressing things
5. School
6. One city
7. THOUSAND MORE MALL.
8. MTV world stage
9. EXO
10. TAO
11. TIFFANY
12. LIFE
 I think thats about it broooo. Haha.
Anyway, looking forward to blog more! byeeee

Random thought at 2am

You know, its kinda ridiculous when people judge other people because of something that they can't control or is hard to control.
For example, gender. I know that most people are against homosexuality because of religion aspect, but it is right for them to mentally and physically abused those kind of people? I mean you guys did dislike them because of your religion, but does your religion asked you to hit them or embarass them in the public or take their right away? I'm pretty sure no. So why do you do that?
Okay enough about religion. Let take example in my perspective instead.

I like to dance. I really like to dance. Like, dance in general, not just kpop dance cover. I want to create some badass or cool choreograph and impress people with it. But those kind of things is kinda impossible for me you know? It not just because environment or money problem, as surprising as this could be, that's not even half of my problem. It probably only like 20% of my problem.
My biggest problem is that i take people opinion very seriously. I'm a very emotional person, if my friend doesn't talk with me i would think that i did something very wrong and decided to be very quiet to not annoy them any further, if people talk badly about my personality i would be very offended and maybe talk bad about them to myself. So when people laugh at me, i may laugh with them too, but deep inside i just want to run to the toilet and cry myself in there. weeps, i actually did that a few times.

People would laugh at me whenever i try to dance. Like, i would stand up and do some hand gesture and people would be like "omg hahaha stop you look ridiculous dont even try" "she's not my friend, my friend doesnt dance this bad" Why? Because of my appearance, my weight. Obviously i'm very big, but does that mean that i couldn't do anything? inside my friends saying yes Unfortunately this doesn't only happen when i tried to dance, it happen when i tried being pretty too. Have you ever have a friends who just like to insult you just because you were trying on some make up? In public? And when they were trying make up too? I just laughed with them, but i seriously wonder why? why can't i try those make up? Oh my god if you go to sephora you'll see people do a complete make over from the sample there so why? Okay maybe because you're not use to it but YOU were trying on some make up too so WHY? Why me? Why not the other friends who were applying some of the sample lipstick too?

Maybe it was my personality. I tends to make people laugh, because i like to make people laugh. I grew up thinking to myself "make them cry, make them laugh until they cry" because i feel happy seeing them laugh and smiling of joy because of me. You could ask my friends how if i'm funny or not, they probably answer it like "she's the joker of the group" or something like that. It's in my instinct to do funny stuff whenever i can. But other people do that stuff too? Other SKINNY people. They weren't judged by people though? Then why do i get judged?

It's not fair. I have friend who think they're good in dancing when they literally dance like a frog. (Of course i don't shove it to their throat or something lol tho people do that to me about everything) I was like "yeah..... you're totally um............ good" I mean you don't dance like you totally changed the whole choreo and be like "yo thats my style" unless you're planning to embarass yourself infront of every single human on earth i say NO. But she doesn't get any commentary like me, why? Probably because she's skinny. See the difference now? If you're fat and you want to dance then people will judge you. If you normal or skinny and you want to dance people would be like "nah".

Dancing is my way of expressing myself, at least for now, to myself. I don't just dance to some kpop song, i will find some cool sounded song and choreo it myself and forget it the next day. So when people say something about my dancing whether it bad or good, it leave 100 times more impact to myself. If you say my dancing is good you'll see me trying to hold my smile and ended up looking like a crazy ass dog that found some meatballs on the street. That how much it influenced me.

So ladies, gentlemen, i want you to ask yourself if you're reading, have you ever judge someone because of those ridiculous view? It doesn't have to just be about weight or gender, it could be about height too, and their social status and many other things! If you do, i hope you change towards them, it would be even better if you apologize to them. I hope you do.

Xoxo, sasha who is currently emo at 3am. (lol 1 hour of writing this)
Until the next adventure.

empty wallet + eating at hanwoori and meteora

so helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.
for those who're in high school or school in general is probably very happy since midterms holiday is here.
not for me v.v no school equal to no allowance equal to no money for me
okay. originally the plan is to collect money and enjoy myself during holiday but i kinda overspent a little i mean A LOT.
well it's a lot to me but i know some people would be like "thats alot? lol" yeah i know im poor :c

the first things that i bought is this Tao's MID file. I originally wanted Tiffany's MrMr file but it sold out v.v

what i like about this file is that it big enough to fit an A4 size paper.
YOU DONT KNOW HOW FRUSTRATED PEOPLE CAN BE WHEN TEACHER HAND OUT WORKSHEET OR PAPER AND IT WONT FIT AND IT CRUMBLE AT THE SIDE. LIKE. WTF.
lol yeah so thats a plus point.
i also got luhan for my  overdose album v.v

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When i'm on diet, i have a habit of searching for article of restaurant and food review.
I stubble upon blog of Han Woori and i searched it menu up suddenly goes "YO GUYS WANT TO EAT THIS THIS WED" and they were like "CYEAH WHY NOT" so we ended up breaking our diet. again.
But for me, fortunately it was my cheat day, cheat day is the day where i eat ANYTHING i want for a break for my diet. So no holding back!

Its kinda big and i heard it could be pack during lunch for fortunately for us, there's not many people that day.
As soon as we enter, the waitress were busy and no one was guiding us to the seat we were like "where do we sit???????" lol soon we get our seat by this kinda angry looking waitress

okay here's the sensitive part, this restaurant DO serve pork, and as a muslim i dont eat pork
but! there's many dish that is eatable for me so its fine, maybe because im not that super strict muslim so i dont mind, and i bought my own chopstick because someone could have eaten pork with that same chopstick and i dont want to rinse it with dirt water so yeah. I kinda just pray for the plate, since i cant do anything about it.
For their lunch set, there's 2 group of price. One is RM16.90 and another is RM19.90.
Both came with side dishes, soup, tea and dessert.

 The side dishes came first and we almost eat all of it even before our meals came LOL

I ordered spicy chicken, it fairly nice, it was spicy but not too spicy until i cant handle it, just the perfect spicy for me. Other might fine it too spicy but since i could tolerate my spice, it was really delicious. It was very fulling too, couldn't even finish the rice so only eat the chicken and leave the rice half full.

My friends ordered Ddeobeokki. Not like the usual one, this one have ramyun in it so it was more fulling. I tried it and omg it was so delicious! Gonna try next time.
Oh, it also came with a hot bowl of kimchi soup, it was very nice.
We also got a bailey juice and watermelon as our dessert.
Result : 2 very stuffed girls. LOOOOL.

and then we're off to meteora for dessert. Even tho we're sooo stuffed LOL.

Couple mask? LOL

The place is very very beautiful and unique. I think their theme is kinda artsy and vintage with a lot of 70s, 80s, 90s related stuff. I especially love the random vintage poster.

 

I ordered cappucino, i dont know why. (actually because of their latte art) i absolutely hate coffee and i was so stupid to order that LOL.

The coffee art was nice but not the best out there.

Also ordered 7 pieces churros and my friend ordered onion ring. The churros is really good and the sauces is okay, really worth the price for me but the onion ring is very expensive for us. It was like, RM7 and only a few pieces, the taste is also not good for me, doesn't taste the onion it was like full on flour.

 

Orz. Sorry for the blurry pictures.

This one space provide all kind of games and prop for selfie.

Played monopoly and ended up being there for 4. FREAKING. HOUR. LOOOL.

We were cursing and laughing very loudly, LOL.

It just came out from our mouth like an automatic machine.

So in the end, it was a very fun day and i have a lot of fun.

Definitely will comeback for both of those places.

Hanwoori for it's reasonable and nice food.

Meteora for it's aura(?) LOL

XOXO, that's all from me for now.

See you in the next adventure!

update on life

so just a quick update

exam been fine
hard but fine (lol does that even make sense) people been great except for a fact that someone cried while i throw eraser at her making the whole class believed it was me who made her cried (WTF SO YOU'RE TELLING ME SHE CRIED BECAUSE OF ERASER LOL)
as usual, i kinda troll around in exam lol thats just myself x.x
i would probably get my album in a few days so imma update for that later
kris leaving really broke my heart but i learned to move on
hey, its HIS decision to leave so i aint gonna trap him in place he doesnt want to be anymore
dont force him in there people, set him free
i considered about leaving for awhile v.v but i need to be here for tao so i stayed :D
i would always be there wherever tao is

yeah i think thats all i could think about lol
thanks for reading!
till the next adventure

xoxo, sasha.

so the past 2 days have been a chaos for the whole (exo) fandom.
and there's some people who still dont know the full story from the beginning so im going to write whatever i know about this alongside with my opinion at the bottom.

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Morning of 15th May 2014, Sina Weibo News posted that Kris is filling lawsuit against SM so the Korean News started to repost it and dig for more news. But then the Seoul Court texted both the C-media and K-media that they haven't received any case for SM entertainment THAT DAY. SM also released a statement saying that they know nothing about this and it's probably a rumour. Sina also released they mistaken someone named CHRIS as KRIS (lol). But later on, a lawyer, confessed that he is a lawyer for Kris's case. That lawyer is the one that handle Hangeng case and he confirmed that kris filled a lawsuit against SM. At this point everyone is confused as fuck, so Korean News tried to search for more info and the found a case with filler(?) named Wu Yi Fan at Seoul Court website. And then people started saying that Kris is just adjusting his contract like Taeyeon/Go Ara did in 2011. But then members started to unfollow Kris on SNS, and then Cassie/EXO fans(that are in both fandom) that have experience all this told us that this is very creepily similar to the DBSK tragedy. That SM will use the members to gain sympathy. And very creepily correct, Suho and Chanyeol soon both express their opinion. Suho by the news, in which he said "Kris should take back the lawsuit and apologize to the members" (i totally not believing this y'know) and Chanyeol by his IG account's update that he posted with a caption "The good will be rewarded and the bad will be punished" The question is which is good and which is bad? And then there's rumor flying that SM is trying to make Kris looked bad by bribing the news and blogger to say bad thing about Kris. And they were talking about how Kris never like Korean culture and he is not used to it. (Again, this is RUMOR) And then Tao's IG update took it to a new level. Tao posted about how much he felt hurt that everyone is siding with the betrayer (Kris) side and that everyone know dont know how they felt. (The other 11, SM staff and etc) He also said that they were in training when they were told that it would only be 11 of them starting now and they have to learn the choreo all over again, that they were mad and frustrated about this. Fans started to wonder which side is right and which is wrong, but then again, people are speculating that SM is the one that posted that. Right after that, Tao posted the exact same messages at his weibo, and he also posted another one with a new caption that said "This is EXO's Tao, no need to hide or doubt. Why would it be other people" but it was deleted a few minutes after. Both of the post. But then fans that managed to screencaps it noticed that the location is in Daejeon. (Daejeon is like villages between the mountain) So it was very suspicious. Fans also noticed that it as posted by android, which Tao usually post by Iphone, but Tao had both android and Iphone. Then Kris friend update his SNS saying that Kris had an issue with his health. This was also supported by another post by a friend and previous trainee of SM. Saying that he could understand Kris and he dont want to see Kris getting emotional overstress and he should take care of himself. He also mentioned that Kris had a problem with his heart.

16th May 2014, I saw a tweet saying that translates a weibo account in which they mention that an anonymous is messaging a blogger to delete all their GOOD post of Kris and they'll pay an amount of money to them. About 12k USD. They also said that they hope SM return the phone to Tao. This however, i dont know if its legit or not as it could be made up. SM then announced that they finally understood Kris lawsuit and will try to solve the problem. Later on, they announced that the concert that supposed to happened the next weekend is still happening and the absent of Kris is not confirmed. They're still trying to contact Kris. They also said that they couldn't get in touch with Kris anymore.

Still 16th May. A cfan made a post on weibo and it got alot of attention, Intl fans were not informed because no one was willing to translate (as far as i know) but @xiuluchenn on twitter was very kind to translated it for me. It said that Kris planned all this with a certain someone. That someone was suspected to be a group or company. The first news is released by Sina, how would they know? They posted the second post later on with a proof, how could they get it that fast? Even SM or the Seoul Court doesn't know anything about it until 11PM in which the lawsuit is finally filed. It could only be that someone planned it. 3rd content, why did they choose 8 days before the concert? Because it would attract huge attention and spotlight on the case. They prepare months and months for this concert only for it to be like this. People said its stupid that Kris choose such an unsuitable time, but that the purpose! Next one said that there's a group of people who are paid to sent comment and stuff in sns to get the fans/audience to support them. When the news came out, you could see a lot of people defending Kris and blaming SM, it could be those paid people. The fans are asked to rethink about who to defend. Next, Kris requested the lawsuit himself without any forced or harm. He could come out to explained or protect his member, but when he didn't come out within 24 hours, its clear that he's sure about all this. This case will make exo promotion drop, there is less than 8 days before the concert and they already planned everything for the VCR and choreo and talk. To redo all this would take a lot of times! Especially VCR, it couldnt be shoot in such a short period of times, and it cost a lot too. In the ticket/concert contract it said that they will have 12 people to perform so if only 11 people perform, SM will have to pay for it. From which money source do you think they would pay it? FROM EXO PAYCHECK. The 11 members did nothing but keeps on practicing and trying their best despite all the injuries and backpain. They waited so much for this but in the end, it all turned into ashes, there's no use. Lastly it basically like a quote? Kris is a wall which support the egg which represent the members. He shouldn't let them fall, like he just made their dreams fall. (REMINDER THIS IS NOT ME ITS A TRANSLATED POST ON WEIBO)

Anyway,
Kris later on updated his weibo and IG. "A small forces against a big power. I'm alright, I wish you all the best, and that things will be even better for you guys. Thanks to all of those who support me, thanks for all your voices of support. Wu Yi Fan will always be here!" He also updated his IG bio to "darkness in my eyes but lights up in the sky"

It kinda goes back and front as usual and people learned to much on, so far no official statement from SM nor Kris so we shall wait.

happy birthday my prince

you're my sunshine

and you're my love

 

you're my escape from the harsh reality

you're a little part of my fantasy

my sweet home

and not last but not least

my prince