not suitable for me?

sigh. hi.

I just came back from school, from exam, and the first thing I saw is that luhan is leaving exo.
All this stuff, just make me feel like flipping my life upside down and start over again.

Kpop used to be an escape for me from the reality world.
But seeing as kpop now become the things I want to escape from, I don't know my direction anymore.

I said to myself, "you only like 3 artist, exo, snsd, boa." to avoid myself getting hurt but now?
First it was kris's lawsuit, I was devastated to the very end. I cried for like 2 weeks.
I thought it'll be the last bitter things I will experience, but once again, luck proof me wrong.
Jessica decided to do her things and be a designer so I was like okay fine be happy.
"atleast 2014 is ending soon"

WELL APPARENTLY NOT SOON ENOUGH.
HERE I AM. BACK FROM THE FUCKING TIRED EXAM.
OPEN TWITTER. SAW LUHAN FILLING LAWSUIT. LAY WEIBO MESSAGE.
AND I WAS LIKE. FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS?
WHO THE BLOODY FUCK DECIDED IT WOULD BE A GOOD IDEA TO PUT ALL THIS IN ONE YEAR.

AND OH YEAH IM MAD.
BUT IM MORE MAD TO MYSELF BECAUSE I DONT KNOW TO WHO AM I MAD TO
LUHAN? NO I SUPPORT HIM.
SM? NO FUCK NO BECAUSE THEY'RE DOING THEIR JOB.
EXO? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?

ALL I EVER ASK IS FOR EXO TO QUIETLY HAVE A HAPPY LIFE ON STAGE.
FOR THEM TO ALL BE TOGETHER.
BUT NO. IT'S NOT WE ARE ONE. IT'S WE ARE LEAVING ONE BY ONE.
I CAN'T EVEN SAY ANYTHING ANYMORE.
BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT MORE WILL HAPPEN.
FUCK MAN. SM DO YOUR JOB. EXO'S HEALTH PLEASE JUST FUCKING TAKE CARE.
TAO I LOVE YOU.
TIFFANY YOU'RE MY HOPE

BYE BYE FUCK THE WORLD.