New light

Moving on.

Moving on doesn't just mean that you're moving on from a heartbreak, it could be moving on from old feelings of hatred, moving on from a horrendous past or moving on from simply, life.

It will feel hard at first, you wonder if you're being selfish and egotistical. Are you being too hard on that person or that feelings. And all you ever wanted is to apologize.

Then you'll hate them much more, thinking that much of it isn't even your fault. All of this in the first place isn't caused by you. (Though it could be just you being in denial) So you try to make their life as miserable as possible.

And then you start to wonder why you're doing all this. It brings no benefit to your life. It's not going to find you another boyfriend or girlfriend, it wouldn't erase your past, it wouldn't bring back a person. Though you may feel happy about the other side being miserable, all you ever feel afterward is a huge amount of guilt that will easily overpower the happiness.

So you stop. You stop caring so much about that person or feeling or past. You go on to living your own life, your old life. You make new friends and you leave the past behind and all that is waiting for you is new beginning.

And you realized, all of them is past tense now. You feel happier, contented and delighted. Yes, in some way, you lost something in a way that you wished you could keep forever. However, you gained things that are priceless. Lesson that can never be taught unless your experience it yourself.

So you move on, you write one last post on your blog, one last tweet on twitter and one last picture on your instagram. To the bright new light waiting ahead.