lol

people should learn to keep their promise
you fucker said to me that you'll pay back for my purchased
but now you're saying that you'll take it from my allowance?
wtf man
you fuckin piece of shit
why are you my mom like seriously
i know there could be worse mom out there
but having you as my mom?
omfg im praying that i would get difference kind of mom in the future
you freaking suck. and you probably suck your friends toes too.
i mean, you do anything for them.
but when i want to get out from this fucking house
you are like
oh you are not going anyway

now hear me out you fuckshit
im still here bc i dont have anywhere else to go
if i have the money to gtfo of here
you wouldnt even get a chance to say my name
ill be out asap
but no i dont have the money
so im fuckin stuck in this fucking life
this fucking life where i have to be freaking poor
i mean i still eat and drink
but compared to the people on earth?
i bloody poor
well not as poor as those african kids but still
you got the image

i live everyday telling myself
you do good to other people and people do good to you
but you know what
it doesnt go that way
i do good to people
AND THEY FCKN PISS ON ME
THEY HURT ME EVEN MORE
I GOT SHIT ON EVEN MORE
BE IT MY FRIENDS
MY FAMILY
MY FUCKIN IMAGINARY FRIENDS
THEY ALL DID
EVERYONE DID
even if they didnt know it
YES U FUCKER ALL HURT ME

the only thing that relief me is 1 chinese boys who doesnt eVEN KNOW I FUCKIN EXIST!!!!!!!!!!
DO YOU KNOW THAT
HE THE ONLY ONE I STILL HAVE HOPE FOR
YET
HE DIDNT EVEN KNOW ME AND BLOODY HELL IF HE DID, HE PROB GONNA BE DISGUSTED
i mean
look at me
im just fat, probably 100kg plus, with such a loudsy attitude and small brains,
my face is nothing but puke all over
even puke is better cause it cover my face

idek
i never actually think about death before
i mean i have think about it and wonder about it
but i never consider it
but maybe its the right way
to just stop seeing those annoying piece of shit
and yes if u read this
u probably wont it probably only me who read this
i mean who the fuck will
i probably hate you.
oh fuck that
I HATE YOU TO CORE OF MY HEART
 so if i ever joke with you
or smile or cried or whatever shit i done
remember i only using you and when i found your replacement
PLS GET THE FUCK OUT

the end.
BLOODY FUCK.